Tulime siia selleks et elada, selleks et armastada. Lubades kõike mida saab soovida: muusikat valgust ja raha. Igavest elu lõppevas öös, selleks et armastada.
Hei-hoo. Mina siin, jällegi. Tegelikult peaksin ma koostama järjekordset õpimappi. Seekord teemal "Kiud". Nagu ka eelmine aasta, ütlen ma, et jälle olen suutnud jama-da teema valida. Kuid nagu ka eelmine aasta, ei ole see nii hull kui tundub. Seegi tore. Samas on mul loomsed, taimsed kiud pm valmis.. Keemilised, lambad ja ussid on ainult järgi. haha. Ja siis saab välja printida. See ka tore tegevus.
Näe, aeg, aeg on maas. Kõik noodiread on olnud head.. Näe, aeg on maas..
Vähem kui kuu aja pärast olen ma Saksamaal, Hamburgis. Yahoo. Kuid samas saime me teada, et meil on ümberistumine Kopenhaagenis. Hirmutav. Samas põnev. Sain hea idee, et võiks hakata Hamburgeist pakke träniga tagasi saatma. Vähem vedada v nii. Sealoleku ajaks on vaj aarvutit millel on veebikas/veebikaamera kaasa vedada. Me peame pidama päevikut vms asja. Seega oleks videopäevik mugavam ja kiirem. Endal ka huvitavam, ma arvan. Kuid samas.. Nagu J mainis.. "Videopäevik.. Ebafotogeenilisus.. Oled sa kindel?" Eks näis mis välja kukub.
Es ist ein winzig kleiner Schritt und es gibt kein zurück mehr. Träumst du mit mir heut Nacht? Springst du mit mir heut Nacht? Kommst du mit mir aufs Dach?
Lumi tuli maha, kas pole tore? Minuarust küll on. Mulle meeldib, kui lund sajab, kuid mitte siis kui seda sajab iga nurga alt näkku. Uued toeshmasherid on samuti.
Come on, come on, turn a little faster! Come on, come on, the World will follow after.
Deviantart on samuti jätkuvalt teemas. Mul on seal olnud konto päris mitu aastat juba.. Alustasin umbes siiis, kui avastasin et Olympuse digiaparaat, mida ma hellitavalt "Panniks" kutsusin on siiski päris edukas aparaat. Mahe on vaadata alguses tehtud pilte ning siis milleni ma nüüd välja olen arenenud. Samas ei lähe enamik asju dA-sse. Mul on isegi 8 mingit Llama Badgei.. Kummaline teema. Nüüd mõtlema hakateks peaks piltidele igaks juhuks mingid templid/watermarkid peale sebima.
Where'd you go? I miss you so.. Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone. Please come back home..
Ma arvan, et ma loobun varsti magamisest. Tervislikum lahendus. Kui koolist vaheaeg oli, siis oli mahe magada. Suures voodis, sooja teki all ja kaisus. Nii kaua kui vaja. Mitte ülearu.
Must love and adore b&w photographs. Not the grey-hue smudgly stuff, but black and white.
There was nothing inside but memories left abandoned. There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow. The ground caved in from where we were standing and your voice was all I heard, that i get what i deserve.
For various reasons I can't take pictures of myself. For once, I do not belong in front of the camera but behind it. Also i can't stop making faces.. If i'm in a good streak (meaning the pictures don't look like i'm a depressed mass murderer escaped from the looney-bin), i can't help but to make funny faces and gestures.
By the way, i'm a WoW-girl now. At the moment I can't play with this piece of a computer, but I am a Warlock and my name is Kirsikook. But when all goes well I may have my own computer in two weeks. Let's hope.
Find yourself a girl and settle down. Live a simple life in a quiet town. Steady as she goes.
I am still a fan of Mr.Vonnegut's books. At the moment I'm reading "Armageddon in Retrospect". For some reason I have the feeling that I'm learning more about WWII from his books than the history books. For one reason, he speaks his mind. Like when he said about the peace-activities in Vietnam that as well they could have thrown cream-cakes. (:
Sing with me, sing for the years, sing for the laughter, sing for the tears. Sing with me, if just for a day. Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away. Dream on, dream on until your dreams come through.
Sometimes I feel as if i don't have friends or a social life. Well, that's true. But then thinking about it.. I don't really give a damn. I have my sweetheart, who is my friend, supporter, teacher, lover etc. He helped me when i got my Olymps mark2 and teached me how to play simple melodies on the guitar. He had my back when i decided to apply for the Da Vinci Program. Two years later, he is someone that is so close to my ba-dump-a-dumph that when taken away, there will be a enormous hole. To love is to live and to live is to love. That's the way it has always been and shall be.
I've wrong, I've been down to the every bottom. These five words in my head: "Are we having fun yet?!" This is you remind me, this i how you remind who I really am.
I am graduating this year. Three years have flown by. Starting a new, in a new school with new people. Nobody knew my past and nobody cares. But something old too. An old friend that came to be a lover. Fighting with old friends. Some of them forgotten, some of them remaining.
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks, you'd better run, better run, outrun my gun. All the other kids with the pumped up kicks, you'd better run, better run, faster than my bullet.
Thinking of starting smoking again..
